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(302.2KB, 474x459) tl;dr I am in a relationship that has a chance to fall apart and it is difficult for me to imagine life
I was never in a serious relationship, so I didn't even know what I was losing. After many years, a woman with whom I found a common language appeared. I did not make great hopes, but since we spend a nice time, it's nice to use it and there is nothing to worry about. It turned out quite quickly that she was very involved, of which I did not quite realize before, but I received a clear message that struck my head a bit and also made me open, maybe even too much. It was easy for me to imagine that I would like someone someday, but the fact that I would like someone seemed to be the world of abstraction. Okay, maybe not like that, because once a few girls tried something, but I mean that I did not allow the situation that someone would like it and I would like this person. Our relationship was very mature, we knew what we want (we're both 35). Everything was like a fairy tale. At some point a distance appeared between us. It began to repeat and I got the impression that she had lost my interest. Perhaps as a result of my defects that obscured her infatuation? I know perfectly well what she has and I still like it, but I also have no problem looking for something different. In theory, I have no problem with the fact that I will not think that I am not in her taste. However, degradation from the role of almost husband to a friend… you understand. We still talk nicely, but I feel less and less like her chosen one. If it were so from the beginning, it would not be a problem, but to go to this far and fail? It's not the same.
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