/abs/ - I think I may (I also may not, but, I just shrug) die soon as my doctor said I MIGHT have cancer..A ...

Cabbage 59-chs-3191(PP)22:58:39 No.1477

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I think I may (I also may not, but, I just shrug) die soon as my doctor said I MIGHT have cancer..A second more careful analysis is needed, maybe it's just a sebaceous mass\postule.
Anyways IF I will be dead within 2, 3 years. Should I do a one-time femdom fetish thing? Its expensive but I can pay a femdom prostitute for it...
I dont watch porn or fap anymore, I hate cuck\sissy\gay, strapon crap. I just want a woman -preferably white asian- to beat me up; whip me, punch me, kick and slap, pull, throw etc
>also drop cool interesting, creative, bucket list items

Dweller 59-chs-3191(PP)23:28:45 No.1478

Take a thumbprint of LSD.

Dweller 62-chs-3191(BT)17:33:08 No.1489

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>Should I do a one-time femdom fetish thing?
Just get beaten up for free like a normal weirdo.

>drop
If I had a short time limit, like a month, I'd probably pick a few billionaires to take with me. No shortage of choices, plus it's a hell of an /abs/urdist fulfillment.
I'd start doing recreational drugs. I've stayed away from any hallucinogens because I think my brain is one of the rare ones that will take a schizo turn, and I think any real euphoria drugs, if they worked on me, would enslave me. I've been mostly medically anhedonic for a couple of years now.
Definitely shooting a gun again. Basically I'd try and do all those fun things that 'put you on a list'.
Luckily my odd growths seem benign. I hope the same to you, Pope.

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Dweller 62-chs-3191(BT)17:35:10 No.1490

>>1489
If you're going to die anyway, that's the perfect time to hunt the most dangerous game.

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Cabbage 66-chs-3191(SM)11:55:38 No.1502

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>>1490
Oh, I just realised the movie title "most dangerous game" isn't meaning it's a game "that is dangerous", but rather the noun -game- means the human "hunting target" as in the phrase "let's hunt big game (a bison, etc)"
Im ESL, but Im glad I figured out hehe.

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Cabbage 66-chs-3191(SM)12:41:09 No.1503

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>>1502
I'm English-First-Language and I didn't know that either for many years. I was younger and a city person when I first heard of the book/film (there are a lot of references to it in other works) and I had almost never heard of game used to mean hunting targets.

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