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I'm beginning to (maybe) believe that crowley reicarnated in me, although it's partly because I read his book on theory and practise of magick because RAW recommended some exercises of it.
I was reading a couple of books about the 8-circuit system and metaprogramming (the ones mentioned in the wikipedia entry although I did not find the last one of 2025 with advances in neuropsychology) and the thing is that I found a mix of drug, psycodelia, psychonautics, pop jargon, sociology, behaviorism, jung, thelema, psychoanalysis, philosophy, postmodernism ideas, zen, mind-self guerrila, infowars, libertarian ideas (very fun from left to right) discordianism, e-prime, general semantics, technobabble (more like a koan trolling zen, trollmind, mindfuck or to incubate a fucking paranoia) and magick or rather theater with psychological techniques of visualization and meditation and relaxation and exercises yoga like as well as concentration techniques and ideas around it that sounded Buddhist-Tantra to me with some psychology therapies (sometimes look like purple hat therapies but the fraud-hat-supersticious is more like a advisable healthy placebo and not a truly believe in woo unhealthy things, more scientific approach to the reader... maybe a quantum hat chaotic erisian therapy sound more fun lol)
Oh and, weird things still happen although after reading these books and their theories it seems one can wisely choose between paranoia or that the levels of perception of ourself and world have increased. Maybe Like RAW finding a giant spider in his garden as a kid and choosing to be paranoid or reason it out, or maybe now im mindfucked by a alien force from outer space from sirius (or this planet)
I still haven't finished reading cosmic trigger 2
>Also
though maybe was just my reduced perception of reality, I feel like I came out of the chapel perilous and my panorama for judgement narrowed, kind of like having a mantra in my head now constantly asking “why the fuck do you believe what you believe and why should you believe it?” and "Maybe you believe what you believe bacause you're to hardcoded to believe or the fake feeling and emotion around it make you believe it"
I started watching videos of hippie feminists just to see and listen what reality tunnel they had (losing the idea that nothing interesting comes out of it) I actually found out that some of them were very interesting and funny even more than the hardcore famale Buddhist monastic monks i watched sometimes. The Kabbalists also seem to have a bit of Buddhist in them sometimes (ignoring the too much jew national-personal-god and torah-jew-history centered real-tunnel they have. some kabalist look all beings as the same like buddhist see all being as the same on suffering) but i dont know where are the kabalistic famales... maybe they turn man with a beard if they turn into hardcore cabals or are too shy (or have to much powers)
>another thing
I joined a Erisian group on internet and they shared a kabbalist technique (i watched it and look like hypnosis with yoga-visualizations and concentration with kabalah three map-territory) they claim its a form of metaprograming in a jew style. The guy in the video (a jew or a guy on jew clothes maybe) even do look like a form of evocation (call or talk to a angel or sephirath), visualization (lights and recall of good experiences from life and memory), body check (warm senses), yoga exercizes (body slow movement and eyes moves) relaxation techniques (progresive muscular relaxation), affirmations and metta like the buddhist (love kindness to all from self to all creation of god) Very interesting, they guy looks like having a fucking OBE or channeling something in the session. maybe that jew was a illuminati to all the world or a secret vip member of the sufi order or a alien from sirius.
>about other thing
I find it curious that the final secret of the illuminati has influence in one of the last circuits in one book, to me it seems like a magical system (in crowley's definition of making changes by will) the idea that it is not only about us or just our inner self (like the ascetics and solitary mystics-magicians) makes it very humanistic to include more humans to the topic.
