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Well, I'm back. Now I'm going to tell you about my first magical (or paranormal or dissociative neuropsychological) experience.
>how to summon a shadow person in your bedroom and shit bricks
First, I will tell you my list of correspondences, not in the sense of Swedenborg or Crowley. You will not need Liber 777 or read the value of the essences of things in any of those books.
>Be me
>11 years old
>Puverty and hormones in the max
>Family problems, bad califications in school problems, a lot of problems, bad mood, emotional neglect, etc...
>Bad sleep, no friends... more problems
This is the Psychological correspondences (or half of the materialistic-scientific explanation)
Now the paranormal correspondences
>A friend of my mother's who is involved in Yoruba (or Umbanda, I don't remember the exact African cult) gave me a San Benito protection necklace as a gift.
Since I've been wearing that piece of junk, absolutely everything has been going wrong in the house and my life(maybe)
Well, that day, the day was ending and I had already fought with my mother and my grandmother, the day had been awful and I was trying to sleep but I was quite anxious. Then something strange started to happen, like a weird change in the atmosphere. take notes of the correspondences
>My bedroom was cold or started to become more cold
>I was very uncomfortable, as if there was something next to my skin or body
>All positions in bed were uncomfortable; I was overly agitated bad breathing, as if in a state of flight and danger.
>The Room was strangely dark but not too dark
I turned on the light for a while and tried to relax, but it didn't work. It was already very late and I was practically staying up all night; I hadn't slept at all. My eyes were dry and I was tired but agitated.
Anyway, I turn off the light
>then after a while the cold gets worse
>I stare at a corner of the room next to my bed very anxious (maybe tryng to find the Tiger hidden in the grass who knows)
And there the motherfuckers appears
>Then I begin to see the outline of what looks like something humanoid
>*Panic and anxiety arising*
>I close my eyes to pretend it's just my imagination.
>I feel something like a hand begin to run across my chest, moving toward my neck
>I open the eyes and still see the humanoid form but not close to me
>and then a hand-feeling start to move on the bed and moves it to my neck and the hand slighty press my neck and then something like an arm presses down the bed.
I woke up and I started cursing at whatever was there and turned on the light. i just wake up like a soldier in a trench fleeing from mustard gas and let out a cry of cowardice.
My mother got out of bed, distraught, I cried like a little girl, and my mother made a long effort to calm me down. and we spent a few hours talking, and I told her about the shit I saw and felt. She told me that she also felt terrible about everything.
She came to the conclusion that it was the necklace's fault, took it off me, and according to her, I let out a sigh of relief as if I had been possessed by some kind of evil. I slept peacefully after that. My mother threw the necklace and other (magical) junk that her friend had given her into a river and set fire to the rest (according to her, she saw a demonic shape in the fire when she burned some things, and to be honest, I can believe her).
>My opinion
I think my emotional state, combined with my crazy hormones, ended up invoking that thing. The pressure from the bed was due to the springs (they were super uncomfortable) and the temperature changes. To be honest, I never noticed it being so cold in my room.
As for the necklace, I don't know, maybe it was cursed, who knows. After this experience, ironically, I became a little more rational instead of more superstitious. I started to change my sleeping habits and research these things. Ironically, psiconautwiki helped me calm down later.
>But
I dont know. The Jungian shadow? Chorozon? A paranormal spiritualist phenomenon? Bad energy? A curse? Did I unconsciously evoke something by performing the entire ritual process? i dont know.
>Maybe
This was my first successful magical ritual.
